The other night a received an email from my sister about something dead serious, she told me that our car was stolen. It has been more than a week since it happened and she’s devastated partly because she likes the car and most especially she doesn’t know how to tell my mom.
My sis doesn’t exactly have a good track record with my mom but we let it pass and forget about it actually. But of course the fear is still there with her. That time I knew she cannot tell it herself and so I told her I’d do it for her.
I really feel bad about her because I know she doesn’t want that to happen. It’s not even her fault that some heartless person stolen it outside her apartment. Anyways, so I did contemplate it for about a day and I really feel sick to my stomach all day yesterday. I don’t know why I felt that, maybe because somehow I know it’s an investment that we lost. We just got it last year. Lol
But then last night when my mom got here at the hotel, I really can’t take it anymore and I just have to say it. And so I did. I don’t know what I’m feeling that time but all I know is that I’m happy to have my mom. She’s worried about my sister and that’s why she called right away assuring her that there’s nothing to worry about and just stop looking for it or updating the police whatsoever. She said what’s important is that there’s nothing bad that happened to any of us and it’s just a car, it can be replaced.
Really bad things happen sometimes and most of the time you cannot think of better way of saying it than saying it straight. What is surprising is the reaction to the truth is more overwhelming than the feeling before you actually say it.
Personal
And that has to be me! I know a lot of people would say that it has to be them and that they do this more often yadda yadda, whatever. But hey, that’s what I’m doing right now and I’m not even proud of it. It sucks you know, I really want to finish all my graphic line-ups but here I am, mumbling to myself and thinking of other techniques that I can use to do my graphics even if I have it all plotted and is just ready to be illustrated. I hate when I do this, but then again, I always end up being like this. It’s just that I’m such an OC most often than I’m willing to admit it and I want things to be perfect. But that’s impossible most of the time.
Personal procrastination
Well should I say ‘again’! Yep, this is what, like my 3rd personal blog. Well the first one, I decided to close it down after a year and the 2nd one, there have been problem with the hosting and the host is not responding at all. Since I’m not the type who inquires again and again after being ignored, I decided to just drop the issue and move on. Luckily, I found this great hosting promo at parade hosting for their Valentine’s Day Promo, 4 dollars baby! haha..
Cuzzeronline, well this domain have been hanging waiting to be used for a long time now. I just don’t know on what purpose should I use it and since I don’t have a personal blog at this moment I think this domain will do. Well the word cuzzer, I have no idea what it means, I hope if ever there is a meaning it will be something good. lol. I use this as a username for some sites that I joined in (mostly PTC’s). I am often mistaken as a guy with this username and I have no idea why. Does it sound like a guy name? Not to me though.
Well here am I again with the blogging world. I don’t know what will be the difference this time of me blogging. I guess there will be none since I’m such an active lurker and an inconsistent blogger. Well take care.. that is if anyone’s reading this. lol. Later.
Greetings
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